[ Castiel returns the gaze for a moment. He's reminded of the way he held Sam's hand a few years ago.
Years that fly by like nothing for something as old as him, and yet the last few years have felt like lifetimes even to him.
It catches him by surprise, almost visibly so, that way she looks at him, as if he'd intended to do good and is now shocked to discover that he did good. The expression flickers through his eyes, even as most of his face remains impassive, as it usually does.
It's good to know - that the reminder helps her. He filters that knowledge away for later. In response to her gratitude, he inclines his head. ]
[ She holds back the automatic response that wants to fall from her lips. Yes, she does, she's always been on her own when facing the true darkness out there. But... that was before. She's not the Slayer here, where there's nothing to slay that she can easily find and understand. So maybe things can be different now. Finally. ]
Neither do you.
[ His story is still a mystery to her beyond the basics but she knows what their kind of life is like. And with the way he offers himself without hesitation — he could probably use someone on his side too. ]
[ That gets her the full weight of those too blue eyes again, a head tilted to the side a little, as if she, like so many humans, is a great big mystery that he's both inexplicably endeared towards, and hopelessly perplexed by. ]
An agreeable arrangement.
[ He's not sure why she'd make that offer, but it's... oddly soothing aches that he sometimes forgets he carries. It feels like 'I'd rather have you, cursed or not' rather than 'No one cares that you're broken'. ]
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Years that fly by like nothing for something as old as him, and yet the last few years have felt like lifetimes even to him.
It catches him by surprise, almost visibly so, that way she looks at him, as if he'd intended to do good and is now shocked to discover that he did good. The expression flickers through his eyes, even as most of his face remains impassive, as it usually does.
It's good to know - that the reminder helps her. He filters that knowledge away for later. In response to her gratitude, he inclines his head. ]
You don't have to face the darkness on your own.
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Neither do you.
[ His story is still a mystery to her beyond the basics but she knows what their kind of life is like. And with the way he offers himself without hesitation — he could probably use someone on his side too. ]
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An agreeable arrangement.
[ He's not sure why she'd make that offer, but it's... oddly soothing aches that he sometimes forgets he carries. It feels like 'I'd rather have you, cursed or not' rather than 'No one cares that you're broken'. ]